Saturday, March 23, 2013

Anti-Social, Super-Online-Network-Social?

    What it is, blog? Ugh....I still need to come up with some witty name for this so I don't have to call it "blog." I don't have a particular reason to write tonight, type, whatever. I am trying to keep this thing more updated and use it more often. If nothing else, it allows me to clear my head so I don't think so much. I know, I know "How much could she think?", right?  Yeah, well.....I am currently enjoying the shit out some Starburst jellybeans and watching Army of Darkness while my kids pretend to be Linda & Ash via Evil Dead II. My kids are so goddamn awesome.
 
    I titled this one the way I did because it occurs to me that when people actually call wanting me to come out of my house and be social with them, I generally decline. I've got some awesome friends and I love hanging out with them, but I am a loner naturally. I enjoy being by myself. This is the why I've been sucked into the online network world so easily. I can converse with people (people like me) about everything I love and not worry about whether or not I'm being trendy, yet still be alone with my thoughts. It's pretty perfect for someone like me. I have been forcing myself to get out more though. I've got different kinds of friends. I've got cute, trendy, never a hair out of place friends (I don't really fit in with them and I don't know why they like me) and then I have awesome, quirky, rebel friends who I can identify more with but still feel like they're cooler than I am. I have a continual awkward feeling around pretty much everyone. I try not to show it. I tend to be the class clown type in those situations. Mostly because I'm trying to avoid silence. I'd like to think I'm pretty funny though. People certainly laugh at me a lot. Hmm....

    Some people have suggested that I write a blog about the movies I'm always watching. I could see running out of material for that though. Plus everything I "tweet" about movies is based on one-liner style. Can't possibly make a coherent piece out of that junk. Plus, I already know people that do that and do it very well. Plus I don't want anyone to accuse me of being a real critic. I'm not knowledgeable enough!

    What else can I fill in here? What's going on with me right now...? My wrists have become a problem. They hurt all the time. Especially the right which is odd because I'm left-handed. I'm sure it's carpal tunnel or something similar. It feels better when I wear the brace, but then when I take it off the pain rushes back in. Getting old sucks, y'all. And I'm not even old yet! I've bored the masses long enough. Hello? Masses?

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